lunes, 29 de junio de 2009

You are my love.

Kiss me sweet, I'm sleeping in silence,
All alone, in ice and snow.

In my dream, I'm calling your name,
You are my love.
In your eyes, I search for my memory,
Lost in vain, so far in the scenery.
Hold me tight, and swear me again and again,
We'll never be apart.

If you could touch my feathers softly,
I'd give you my love.
We set sail in the darkness of the night,
Out to the sea,
To find me there,
Please find me there,
We'll soar together,
To a place where memories never fade.

Kiss me sweet, I'm sleeping in silence,
All alone, in ice and snow.

You light up the way for me,
In the darkness of the night.
That warm look on your face...
...I want to see you...

domingo, 28 de junio de 2009

Bet on me.

Everybody's always talking at me,
Everybody's trying to get in my head.
I wanna listen to my own heart talking,
I need to count on myself instead.

Did you ever lose yourself to get what you want?
Did you ever get on a ride, then wanna get off?
Did you ever push away the ones you should've held close?
Did you ever let go? Did you ever not know?

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am,
I'll give it all I've got, that is my plan,
Will I find what I lost? You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it,
Bet on it, bet on me.

How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I've lost, my heart is breaking,
I don't wanna make the same mistakes.

Did you ever doubt your dream will ever come true?
Did you ever blame the world and never blame you?
I will never try to live a lie again,
I don't wanna play this game if I can't play it my way.

sábado, 27 de junio de 2009

Linger.

If you, if you could return,
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade,
I'm sure I'm not being rude,
But it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart,
It's ruining everything...

You know, I swore I would be true,
And honey, so did you,
So why where you holding her hand?
Is that the way we stand?
Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep,
You know I'm such a fool for you,
You've got me wrapped around your finger,
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong, I was wrong...
If you, if you could get by,
Trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused,
And I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew,
I just wanna be with you,
I just wanna be with you...

And I'm in so deep,
You know I'm such a fool for you,
You've got me wrapped around your finger.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

jueves, 25 de junio de 2009

Joker.

Let's start a new showtime!
Invite a man in his prime,
Why don't we play a card game?
No need to know the other's name ~

Do you understand the rules?
True love is only for fools.
If you want a pretty favor,
Consequences cannot waver.
If you make a choice,
You will not be able to take it back, because,
I have already put my cards into play!

JOKER, a girl on the verge of tears.
JOKER, a burl of created fears.
JOKER, a second of great pleasure.
JOKER, a beckoned run away leisure.

This is a new world for you,
The forest melting into blue.
My need's at a fever pitch,
I hope yours isn't in a kitsch.
If I make a choice,
I will not be able to take it back, because,
You have already put your cards into play!

"Joker..."
"...Joker..."

JOKER, your light dimming into glow,
JOKER, your sight brimming with a mad flow,
JOKER, your body taught all the bad things,
JOKER, your shoddy thought's on a strong string.

JOKER, a girl on the verge of tears.
JOKER, a burl of created fears.
JOKER, a second of great pleasure.
JOKER, a beckoned run away leisure.

~

miércoles, 24 de junio de 2009

If I'm dreaming,
Don't want it to let it hurt my feelings,
But that's the past, I believe it,
And I know that, time will heal it.

I thought I couldn't live without you,
It's gonna hurt when it heals too,
It will all get better in time.
Even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to,
It will all get better in time.

Since there's no more you and me,
This time, I let you go so I can be free,
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you,
Yes, I will.

martes, 23 de junio de 2009

~ Nos hacemos fuertes o nos volvemos infelices, la cantidad de trabajo es la misma ~

lunes, 22 de junio de 2009

Broken Wings.

I know this will not remain forever,
However it's beautiful.
Your eyes, your hands and your warm smile,
They're my treasure,
It's hard to forget.
I wish there was a solution,
Don't spend your time in confusion,
I'll turn back now and spread...

My broken wings,
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with,
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Higher and higher in the light...
My broken wings,
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with,
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Across the sky, just keep on flying...

[The pain that cannot be measured,
The flow of time that cannot be measured,
Even if that may fill up everything,
I can still feel...
What falls from the sky is not rain. . .]

Did I ever chain you down, to my heart...
'Cause I was afraid of you?
No, I couldn't hold on any longer,
Love is not a toy,
Let go of me now.
The time we spent is perpetual,
Our future is not real,
So I'll leap into the air...

My broken wings,
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with,
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Higher and higher in the light...
My broken wings,
Still strong enough to cross the ocean with,
My broken wings,
How far should I go drifting in the wind?
Across the sky, just keep on flying...

[...What falls from the sky is not rain...]
No quiero estar acá, creyendo que esto es real.
Quiero la verdad, y si es con vos, sería perfecto.
No puedo seguir en el medio de un juego, de una mentira,
Ignorando tu vida y oscureciendo la mía.
Al final, si me esfuerzo por escuchar y dejar de pensar,
Al menos por un segundo,
Cambia la reacción,
Cambia el sentimiento.

sábado, 20 de junio de 2009

From a place where you are not.

In a quiet, quiet place deep inside the forest,
We were little.
In the faintly, glimmering old mirror...

Your place in that world,
Same scenery as mine.
Your place has the same sky,
But only I'm not there.

The mirror that divides us,
We sing far away in the same place...

Please send it, please send it,
This song.
Let me listen, let me listen,
To your melody.
Someday, someday,
I believe it'll reach you...
That's why I'm still singing now...
Forever, even endlessly,
I don't believe it.
Someday, someday,
I hope the mirror breaks...
So that I, so that I,
Will finally meet you...
That's why I still sing and believe...

Your place in that world,
It always has the same scenery as mine.
Your place, your face,
Tired eyes that droop.

The mirror that divides us,
Our songs don't reach and disappear.

Forever, even endlessly,
I don't believe it.
I heard it, your voice,
It was only a memory of a far away place.
Someday, someday,
Believing it'll reach you...
Will I always be able to sing..?

To you, to you,
This melody.
Recieve it, send it,
Before you disappear.
Someday, someday,
Believing it'll reach each other,
Will we be able to sing forever..?

Why Cry.

I've been feeling lonesome.
I'm down, don't know what to do.
I let you lie to me,
Plant seeds inside,
To see them grow,
Only to leave them to die.

I learned my lesson,
I won't be forgetting,
I won't give my heart out without suspecting...

Why cry
Why cry
Why cry
For you...?

I've been lost and finding
Out that I've been such a fool
You thought you'd stick around
Until the day you found
Someone to make me obsolete.

I learned my lesson,
I won't be forgetting,
I won't give my heart out without suspecting...

Why cry
Why cry
Why cry
For you...?

lunes, 15 de junio de 2009

Shadow.

Your body is warm but you, are not.
You give a little, not a lot.
You coup your love until we kiss.
You are all I want but not like this.

I'm watching you disappear,
But you,
You were never here...

It's only your shadow,
Never yourself.
It's only your shadow,
Nobody else.
It's only your shadow,
Filling the room,
Arriving too late,
And leaving too soon.
And leaving too soon...

Your body gives but then holds back,
The sun is bright, the sky is black.
Can only be another sign?
I cannot keep what isn't mine...

I'm watching you disappear,
But you,
You were never here...

It's only your shadow,
Never yourself.
It's only your shadow,
Nobody else.
It's only your shadow,
Feeling the room,
Arriving too late,
And leaving too soon,
...You're leaving too soon...

How can I tell if you mean what you say?
You say it so loud, but you sound far away,
Maybe I had just a glimpse of your soul,
But was that your shadow I saw on the wall?

...It's only your shadow...

Regret Message.

Todo lo recuerdo, siempre estabas junto a mí,
Pero mi egoísmo te hacía sufrir,
Y con todo tu amor, siempre mis deseos cumplir,
Dejando tu dolor atrás...

Mi vida nunca lo podrá remediar,
Comprendo que estuve mal...

viernes, 12 de junio de 2009

De las oportunidades que se nos presentan en la vida, sólo tomamos unas pocas en realidad. Es por eso que nos arrepentimos de más cosas de las que podemos enorgullecernos.
En primer lugar, la vida es una gran oportunidad, madre de todas las demás, responsable de todas las emociones, buenas y malas. Sin ella no hay sufrimiento, pero tampoco felicidad, porque sin ella no hay nada.
Muchas veces nos preguntamos por qué estamos en este mundo, y no nos damos cuenta de que esa respuesta se encuentra en nosotros mismos. Es por la naturaleza humana de hallarle una explicación lógica a todo que dejamos de lado cosas simples pero igual de importantes, que podrían hacernos felices con un esfuerzo mínimo.
Al final, nadie puede darnos la respuesta de nada, nadie puede enseñarnos de qué forma vivir porque eso está en cada uno, cada ser humano tiene una forma de sentir diferente a los demás, cada ser humano tiene una propia forma de vivir y hacer las cosas, que quizás los demás no sean capaces de comprender y es importante saber que por eso hay que buscarlas sin fijarse en la de las otras personas. Si es necesario, siempre podemos apoyarnos en ellas para que el camino no sea tan largo y pesado. Eso es, caminar acompañado pero con pasos propios, y, de esa forma, quizás dejar huellas a lo largo de nuestra existencia.

Acerca de mí... Ya no creo en las sonrisas falsas. Antes pensaba que sólo sonreía para los demás, y que eso significaba que estaba mintiendo. Hoy me doy cuenta de que lo que verdaderamente pasa es que el deseo de que los demás sean felices, me hace sonreír a mí también. En ese momento, todo se vuelve real. Es más una forma de lucha que una mentira.

jueves, 11 de junio de 2009

What once did exist, now is meaningless.
And doesn't it seem funny, how soon you did forget?
All the words have now lost their weight,
But I remember, I remember...

Desperation, devastation,
All I truly know,
Is isolation, self-damnation,
All life that I'd own,
Was shed and worthless now!

What I knew was wrong,
One who lived is gone.
Guess it was just an echo,
When you would sing my song.
All the notes you'd forgotten now,
But I remember, I remember...

Desperation, devastation,
All I truly know,
Is isolation, self-damnation,
All life that I'd own,
Was shed and worthless now!

I can...
Hate myself...
More...
More than anyone.

Will you join me?!
I know you know that this tortures me!
Have I created the suffering?!
SHOW ME.

Or do you happily cut, further in?
To sever what's left inside, to bind me...

Now all I feel is desperation, devastation,
All I truly know,
Is isolation, self-damnation,
All life that I'd own,
Was shed and worthless, worthless now!

For you...

This world is beautiful.
On a revolving clockhand, you are there.
It's scary how much I love you.
The beautiful world is losing its light.

Flowing away...
Teach me...

I'm looking for the words only you can hear,
But I can't find them anywhere.
Telling you is impossible,
Even though tears are flowing over.

See...
Again...
I have to repeat...

Chocked by heartful words,
Mindless action becomes real.
I don't need drama-like love anymore,
Just being next to you...
Is all I need...
Is all I need...
...That's all...

Full of words,
From other's wishes and minds.
The world kindly looks after them...

I'm looking for the words only you can hear,
But I can't find them anywhere.
Telling you is impossible,
Even though tears are flowing over.

See...

martes, 9 de junio de 2009

Only one.

Broken this fragile thing now,
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces.
And I've thrown my words all around,
But I can't, I can't give you a reason.

I feel so broken up,
And I give up,
I just want to tell you so you know...

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
But there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one...

Made my mistakes, let you down,
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long.
Let my whole life in the ground,
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone.

Something's breaking up,
I feel like giving up,
I won't walk out until you know...

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
But there's just no one who gets me like you do,
You are my only, my only one...

Here I go...
So dishonestly, leave a note
For you, my only one...
And I know, you can see right through me,
So let me go...
And you will find someone...

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out trying to get to you,
You are my only one...
I let go,
But there's just no one, no one like you!
You are my only one...
My only one...
My only one...

You are my only, my only one...

Heaven's not Enough.

Heaven's not enough,
If when you get there, just another blue.
Heaven's not enough,
You think you've found it and it loses you.

You've thought of all there is,
But not enough...

And it loses you in a cloud...
There, most everything is nothing that is seems,
Where, you see the things you only want to see...

I'd fly away, to a higher plane,
To say words I resist,
To float away,
To sigh, to breathe, forget...

Heaven's not enough,
If when I'm there I don't remember you...
Heaven does enough,
You think you know it and it uses you.

I saw so many things,
But like a dream...
Always losing me, in a cloud...

'Cause I couldn't cry,
'Cause I turned away,
Couldn't see the score...
Didn't know the pain,
Of leaving yesterday,
Really far behind...
In another life,
In another dream,
By a different name...
Gave it all away, for a memory and a quiet lie...
And I felt the face,
Of a cold tonight,
Still don't know the score...
But I know the pain,
Of leaving yesterday,
Really far behind...
And if I could cry,
And if I could live what truth I did,
Then take me there...

Heaven goodbye...

lunes, 8 de junio de 2009

Verte sonriendo me salva y me destruye por dentro.
No verte sonriendo me corta la respiración.
No verte me da la sensación de que ya no corre el tiempo,
Que ya no avanza, que se ha detenido en silencio.

No tengo fuerzas para seguir, me falta el aliento,
No sé si estoy viva, mi corazón late lento,
Esta carga me está matando, no sé por qué te miento,
Te extraño, te amo, es mi única verdad, lo que en realidad siento.

Lo sé, te quedarás aquí,
Aferrado, clavado,
Como algo que nunca pudo ser.
Y yo me quedaré aquí sentada,
Sola, esperando,
Como alguien que no fue suficiente.
Un corazón gris, sin ningún sueño o recuerdo,
Casi no lograba reconocer la llama que arde dentro.
Un corazón triste, vacío, sin sentimiento,
Apenas me di cuenta, volvió a correr el tiempo.

This Time Imperfect.

I cannot leave here, I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.

There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.

I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I make believe.
Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,
No one will appear here and make me real.

There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.

I'd tell you how it haunts me,
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
Cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
Cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.
You don't care that it haunts me.

Oh,
There are no flowers, no, not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak,
I'd share with you, could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.

Just how much this, hurts me.

...Just how much you...
No me mires asi,
No es facil amar sin sufrir...
Poco te puedo dar,
Solo gotas de amor en un mar...
Cuanta pasion se nos escapa
Con la ilusion...
Tanta verdad que entre mis sueños
Te puedo amar...
Nuestro amor es asi,
Late por mi,
Dentro de ti...
Aunque lejos estes,
Siempre estare
Cuidandote.....
Nuestras almas lo se,
Van unidas por la eternidad...
No preguntes por que,
...Solo dios sabe cuanto te ame...
No fue un error,
No hay un culpable,
Solo tu y yo...
No hay un final,
Por que lo nuestro
Siempre sera...
Nuestro amor es asi
Late por mi
Dentro de ti
Aunque lejos estes
Siempre estare
Cuidandote
Nuestro amor es asi
Late por mi
Dentro de ti
Aunque lejos estes
Siempre estare
Cuidandote...........
What I thought wasn't mine,
In the light,
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl.
When I wanted to cry,
I couldn't 'cause I wasn't allowed.

Gomenasai, for everything.
Gomenasai, I know I let you down.
Gomenasai 'till the end,
I never needed a friend like I do now.

What I thought wasn't all so innocent,
Was a delicate doll of porcelain.
When I wanted to call you,
And ask you for help,
I stopped myself...

Gomenasai, for everything.
Gomenasai, I know I let you down,
Gomenasai 'till the end,
I never needed a friend like I do now.

What I thought was a dream,
A mirage,
Was as real as it seemed,
A privilege.
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake,
I walked away...

Gomenasai, for everything,
Gomenasai, gomenasai...
I never needed a friend, like I do now...

domingo, 7 de junio de 2009

If I give you one of my names,
The one I've cherished,
May I have a word from you, please?
But not "Goodbye".

If light is a particle and a wave,
You appear first as a bird and then as the universe.

You were always by my side,
Together in a smile, everything in harmony as one.
All along, I wanted to be by your side,
But no matter how loud I called your name,
I wasn't able to reach you...

My blue, blue, blue journey.

My feeling is aggressive nor defensive,
But something right between,
My feeling is neither of glitter nor despair,
But something right between.

If the future is first feather and then lead,
I appear to be water and then I am fire.

All along, you were by my side,
Even closer than love itself.
On that day when everything was one warmth.
All along, I want to be beside you,
But I am so far from you,
You can't even hear my voice.

Azure, azure, azure journey.
You fall to your knees,
You beg, you plead,
Can I be somebody else, for all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart in every hour,
You're drowning in your imperfection.
En tu carta, sólo había palabras ilegibles.
Quiero verte y oírlas de tus propios labios.

No me gusta esta blancura a la que no estoy acostumbrada.
Mientras mis suspiros resuenan,
Si distinguiera el color del cielo, podría ser rescatada.
Algún día, espero olvidar esta existencia que no realicé bien,
Y así, parece que la fuerza que tanto deseé se seca por completo.

Si dices "Esta es la mañana en la que te doy la espalda",
Tus palabras mordaces me seguirán hasta en sueños.
Una restricción que enreda mi cuepo,
Aún la mente parece dormir.
Extraño esa suave tibieza que sentí en mi mejilla,
Aquello que vi en intervalos distintos era un sueño de colores cálidos.

Mis ojos te reflejan.
Aún cuando llegue el día en que te pierda de vista,
Quedarás grabado en estos ojos.
En esos días en que la luz se filtra entre los árboles,
No estarás a mi lado acompañándome.

La borrosa blancura está temblando,
Parece que se me olvidan las palabras.
Las lágrimas desaparecen hacia el lugar en el que yo debería estar.
Llámame...

Tengo mucho miedo de perderte,
De romper este abrazo.

Puedo oírte cantando sobre mí,
Aún cuando me esfuerzo por oír,
Los latidos suenan inseguros.
Hasta la mente parece dormir.
Ya no recuerdo la tibieza que debió haberse quedado en mi mejilla,
Lo que ví en intervalos indistintos era la realidad, de colores fríos.

Mil pares de alas,
Te acercan a tu pequeño deseo.
Sin siquiera devolverte tu sonrisa,
Contaba mis alientos, y en el recuerdo de mis últimos momentos,
Escuché tu voz, y lo perdí todo aquella mañana.

"Los dos seres que jamás se transformarán en uno..."
Lately, I've been, walking, walking in circles,
Watching, waiting for something,
Heal me, touch me, kill me,
Come, take me higher...

jueves, 4 de junio de 2009

Adiós, adiós... Por favor, sé feliz...
A pesar de lo mucho que te amo aún.
Incluso hoy, cuando estás con alguien más,
Espero que no pierdas los recuerdos que creamos juntos.

¿Me quieres? Me diste una respuesta vaga...
Pensándolo bien, quizás en ese entonces ya habías cambiado tus sentimientos.

A pesar de que tu corazón siempre cambia...
¿Por qué no lo noté antes?
Al menos tu corazón no sufrirá.
Ahora, por primera vez, te diré las últimas palabras.

En el pasado, cuando recibía tus cartas, era feliz.
Creo que aún estás usando los regalos que te dí...

Ahora, me siento tan distante de tí.
No me olvides jamás, nunca me olvides...
Ya no podemos crear recuerdos juntos.
Aparecen lágrimas, no puedo ver el mañana.

Los días tristes, también los dolorosos,
Los superamos juntos, pero
Todos ellos se perderán.
Los dos corazones que se amaban se marchitan.
Es imposible regresar.
Esta vez, realmente...
...Adiós...

Incluso si lloro mucho, sólo veo tu cara triste.
Entonces, la dejaré ir lentamente.

Tus rastros...
A pesar de que no puedo avanzar,
No escaparé de mis recuerdos.

Muchas gracias por los días en que me amaste,
Y, adiós...
No pararé y continuaré caminando.

Yo sólo te amé.
Desde lo más profundo de mi corazón, te ame...
Lie awake at bed at night,
And think about your life,
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth,
The battles of your youth,
'Cause this is just a game.

It's a beautiful lie,
It's the perfect denial,
Such a beautiful lie to believe in,
So beautiful, beautiful, it makes me

It's time to forget about the past,
To wash away what happen last.
Hide behind an empty face,
Don't ask too much, just say,
'Cause this is just a game.

It's a beautiful lie,
It's the perfect denial,
Such a beautiful lie to believe in,
So beautiful, beautiful, it makes me

Everyone's looking at me,
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher,
I've got to remember, this is just a game...

miércoles, 3 de junio de 2009

You are everything I want, 'cause you are everything I'm not...
Me pierdo en la oscuridad de mi corazón.
Aún hoy, sólo te busco a tí.
No hace mucho, me dijiste que todo había terminado.
Sigo soñando, sigo esperando...
Y nadie sabe que en mí es tu nombre el que está marcado.

Escapism.

When has it become so easy to cry?
I want to laugh, I want to laugh next to you,
I can't smile anymore.
Painful, sad,
I want to see you.
When I realize it, tears are spilling over.
I want to disappear, I want to die,
I'll go crazy.

lunes, 1 de junio de 2009

Undecided.

The two who turned their backs on eath other have nowhere to go
They can't even hear the sound of the heavy, pounding rain
Turning their backs on each other, they walk to a place they go to
Their footprints vanishing, one after the other

Turn me into a memory and go to the new ocean
From my heart I wish you happiness...
There is happiness beyond the tears,
But you are not there beyond the tears.

We won't be seperated, I don't want us to be seperated, but
Your words pierce deeply through my heart don't you see?
We won't be seperated I don't want us to be seperated, but
The waves erase your footsteps again, one by one...

With the changing of the seasons
It's too late, but I want to hold your hand one more time
In the changing of the seasons
Meeting someday, parting someday, and meeting with you